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MANIC

by Johnny Holden

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Knew you were one when Went quantum on the first date Cut out all the bullshit Binary is oh so great My gravity detected Your lovin’ unprotected Felt but couldn’t feel you Heard but couldn’t see you Now I wanna be you Oh baby won’t you be me We're gonna leave this city And all the pretty people we thought we knew Were gonna disappear eh Couple of Zeros and Oh Yeahs Oh baby please say you’ll vanish in me. I wanna happen in you Synthesize a new cool Nothing hipper than fools Almost breaking the rules You took me out of my mind And somehow led from behind Do it fast, make sure it’s risky I think you know the deal Oh baby won’t you be me We're gonna leave this city And all the pretty people we thought we knew Were gonna disappear eh Couple of Zeros and Oh Yeahs Oh baby please say you’ll vanish in me Zeros and Oh Yeahs Zeros and Oh Yeahs Zeros and Oh Yeahs Zeros and Oh Yeahs
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MANIC 04:59
There’s a game we like to play You know the rules You tell me lies, I say OK A couple of fools Even fools Grow tired of games Seems obvious to me That settling for second place Dont beat lonely but free When did things get manic Everybody panicked When did we get so dramatic Everyone so manic You offer help I hinder love My pitiful breed Mistakes are what Make human beings Grab more than they need. I loved you more than Diamond Dogs, Your words matched your deeds Things fall down so very fast When good turns to greed When did things get manic Everybody panicked When did we get so dramatic Everyone so panic I just wanna fly Just wanna try And be a man once On this dying star we call Home
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I met this boy, stole my favourite toys, And changed my thinking, I took the call, then took the fall, The devil’s drinking, You told me to let go, wo oh That I’d never feel low wo oh Innocence start, Laughter filled my heart, What could go wrong here? Then you change locks, burn my favourite thoughts, In at the deep end, You told me not to tell wo oh etc Then you sent me to hell wo oh But I don’t want you to go, I just want you to know x2 Begged you to behave, that I’d change my ways, Threatened to shoot ya, You sat and laugh, tearing paragraphs, Out of my future You told me not to tell wo etc Then you sent me to hell wo oh But I don’t want you to go, I just want you to know...
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Life Without Want feels like broken wings, Heartburn in place of hunger and desire, Security has put out my fire, A New Age Goose? What a comical insult, Outside your window, I see people that matter, A quiet normal yet everybody's so badass, Outside my window I see people in tatters, So much crazy when all matter matters Ain't no breaks for folks like me x6 Where's my invite to injured parties, Where's my delight as the focus of pity, First world troubles are troubles nonetheless Our time to shine, Normcore is rebellious, Outside your window I see people that matters, Excitement grows and everybody climbing ladders, Outside my window I see people in tatters, So much crazy if all matter matters, Ain't no breaks for folks like me x6 Banshee wailing for 16 bars
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Obstacle 04:17
I sit in silence while you call me lazy, Knowing it ain’t right but I’m all but crazy, Homeless & hopeless, one letter divides the Haves from the have nots, better to stay quiet. Why did we come this way? I don’t know now x3 You make me feel like I’m an obstacle, You make me feel like it’s all my fault, Everyone’s so damn irresponsible, Except you, you’ve got us all figured out. You make me feel like its all.......... I feign interest in your life, it must be sad man, To know all I hears the ramblings of a madman Behind these walls though, crazy grows like ivy Just spend one night rough on the streets inside me, No more strength left to stand but you want me to fight, The contests rigged and always pre-decided, Why did we come this way through streets divided Just let me go back to the unentitled, Why did we come this way? etc You Make Me Feel Like Im an Obstacle.....
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Chicon 03:06
I don’t know what you’ve been told but lines are all a blur Husbands, mothers, brothers, under covers No one knows for sure Workin’ living, drinking, thinking Thanks girl I’m afraid I’ll pass On the offer to discover Tassels on your big fat ass Ain’t nothing proper goin’ on at chicon So tell your woman to leave me alone Ain’t got a problem with all the debauchery But when you do it, can’t you do it without me? Ain’t nothing proper goin’ on at chicon So tell your brother to leave me alone Ain’t got a problem with all the debauchery But when you do it, can’t you do it without me? When you do it, can’t you do it without me.... Love so new & open bout how broken Habits used to be, Don’t go looking for exits at Chicon No one’s truly free Thank you but I’m feeling fine Ain't got a problem you've been so kind Truly flattered but if you don’t mind Don't need someone to lead from behind Ain’t nothing proper goin’ on at Chicon So tell your woman to leave me alone Ain’t got a problem with all the debauchery But when you do it, can’t you do it without me? Ain’t nothing proper goin’ on at Chicon So tell your brother to leave me alone Ain’t got a problem with all the debauchery But when you do it, can’t you do it without me? When you do it, can’t you do it without me? Ain’t no rhyme or reason To all of this indecence Seems like bein’ deceiving ‘s Just the world today Take me to your pastor Take me to my mother
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Polly Pan 04:04
I wanna do it So sick of being mono, Just let me play ball Were stronger baby, ya know We can be happy Ending with strangers In the zeitgeist. Now that my girlfriend, She lets me play ball, She lets me play ball, Cause one love’s so passé ya know Not even natural Shame jealousy is.Did it ever occur to you I’d be sad, Did it ever occur to you I’d be mad, Cause it never occurred to me, I’d be glad you’re gone I wanna let you know, I’m never gonna let you goDon’t overthink itOr understand it, Give in to temptation, Try not to think at all, Polly Pan baby You’re my one and only But I get so lonely Not to mention horny Did it ever occur to you I’d be sad, Did it ever occur to you I’d be mad, Cause it never occurred to me, I’d be glad you’re gone I wanna let you know, I’m gonna let you go Middle 8 Being good doesn’t make you great, get it together before you fall.
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No One Knows 04:20
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Sweet Clay 05:06
Walking around Feet an inch off the ground Lost my breath The jokes I can feel But the laughter ain’t real Is this death A cry for help Blurred by hazy Unsettling song How you can’t see The sadness in me’s just plain wrong My Poor little Heart Is Beating so fast It just can’t keep up with me And it ain’t gonna last Moves faster than light But stuck here with you Sweet Clay what’s become of me Tell me what I should do Moving so fast lose more of my past every day High speed chasin’ there’s no one else racin’ but me Troubles its comin’ this way if you’re weak, if you’re strong Some they will reach for the gun and others the bong My Poor little Heart Is Beating so fast It just can’t keep up with me And it ain’t gonna last Moves faster than light But stuck here with you Sweet Clay what’s become of me Tell me what I should do. Sweet Clay don’t answer you know I won’t listen My heart it beats louder than your love’s petition Sweet Clay don’t answer you know I won’t listen to you My Poor little Heart Is beating so fast It just cant keep up with me And it ain’t gonna last Move faster than light But stuck here with you Sweet Clay, what’s become of me Tell me what I should do

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Love is the pursuit in others of qualities we lack in ourselves. I love you all. Except you Ted Cruz. Go away.

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released March 6, 2018

Steve Bidwell (Black Pumas) - Drums and Percussion
Jason Clarke - Bass Guitar
Kyle Robarge (My Jerusalem) Bass Guitar
Kimarie Sky - vocals
Rachel Pallante - vocals

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Johnny Holden Austin, Texas

Johnny has been writing, recording and performing music his entire life including an album in 2011 with grammy-award winning producer Dennis Herring.

One review described his vocal prowess as being worthy of the label: “the queen of queens of soul.”

His latest offering, One Sick Pony, is comprised of songs exploring the death of the alpha male.
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